the Kingdom of Heaven, forgiveness and lice checks

Reading in Matthew 5 this morning, the Sermon on the Mount.  I love to imagine that I was there, listening to this Teacher speak as none had spoken before.  As I read the words this morning, they seem so beautiful and at the same time so convicting.  I ask the Holy Spirit to make the words fresh for me, like I have never heard them or read them before.  What will encourage me today?  What will challenge me?

I am encouraged by these words:  v16  In the same way, let your light shine before men, that they may see your good deeds and praise your Father in heaven.

I needed to hear this today because it is the day of my sons' school's monthly lice checks.  Really.  You could probably guess that this isn't the most popular volunteer opportunity at the school.  So already this morning I have let all sorts of excuses dance around in my head, reasons why I couldn't possibly show up this morning to look through dozens of heads of hair, looking for little bugs.  I am going today to check for lice.  Not because I like it, not because I know that there won't be enough people if I don't go, not because I have to...  I am going because I get to let the light of Jesus shine before students and teachers, and maybe, just maybe, someone will praise My Father in Heaven!!

I am challenged by these words:  vv 23-24 Therefore, if you are offering your gift at the altar and there remember that your brother has something against you, leave your gift there in front of the altar.  First go and be reconciled to your brother; then come and offer your gift.

It occurs to me that sometimes it is easier to do something good than it is to say I'm sorry.  I recognize that there are times when I would like to move on from own mistakes without being humble enough to take responsibility and ask for forgiveness.  Living with a Kingdom-mindset requires humility and sensitivity.  God wants my heart!  He doesn't just want me to do good things, to offer sacrifices in His Name, He wants to transform me.  It isn't easy.  It isn't convenient.  But it is beautiful.  So before I go to check for lice I will pray and ask God to show me if I have offended anyone.  I probably have.  I will ask for forgiveness.

The Message ends Matthew 5 like this:

In a word, what I'm saying is, Grow up.  You're kingdom subjects.  Now live like it.  Live out your God-created identity.  Live generously and graciously toward others, the way God lives toward you.

Here I go!  Lord, help me.